Where I stand with this, let’s find out.
I have been ignoring this virus because it was not in the continent yet, life was good. Then bit by bit. A vacation here and there and boom! Corona happened.
Universities have shut down, many people are advised to work from home, gatherings of more than 100 is prohibited etc.
We must wash our hands and sanitize there are just so many rules to this, it’s frustrating. The hand sanitizers are finished in stores more frustration. How will sanitizer help me if someone coughs in my face? As for public transport users who have no other choice but to use public transport it’s really difficult.
Testing for the virus is also expensive and medical aids are refusing to be part of anything.
I’ve been ignoring this because I know myself when I stress I stress. I think about one thing and my mind is blocked because there is an issue. I usually want to jump off a building or something just to make it stop.
My walk from school today and the stores seemed very long. I wanted to cry in the middle of everything because I was overwhelmied. Every second minute the only word that I hear is corona.
I really need to cry if I want to be okay but I can’t, the tears are not coming out.
I’m going to have to self quarantine from social media as well because it’s affecting me more than the virus itself.
I felt like overdosing my antidepressants and maybe I won’t be as depressed but we all know what overdose does.
Little things affect me that’s why I try to laugh at everything because if not then I’ll just stress myself out. Laughing at things is my coping mechanism, I don’t know of any healthy ways.
I hope my immune system is stronger than my mind because I’ve given in. I really don’t have energy to fight anything anymore.